Moving...?

It's been ages since I posted anything here. Plenty has happened since then. Terry & Aaron got "brokeback mountained", Kristy's cafe (great place, btw, you ppl shuld drop by) is thriving, Fran kor has quite smoking (8 days today?) and plenty more.

As for me, I'm currently filled with uncertainity.

I attempted resigning on Monday but was asked to stay and offered a promotion to stay instead. Two days later a Singaporean company called me to offer me a position there.

I do want to go but there's many things to think about and sort out. I can say that with my recent promotion, I'll be in a more comfortable position than before.

I know, I'm only 25 now, but next year I'll be 26,, then 27...28.. 29.. 30... Somewhere along the way, I'd be ied down with more and more commitments and I might never get the opportunity to relocate again. I know it's never too late for anything, look at Ken & Grace, but I feel like this is my chance..

I'm not planning to move there for good, but at least for just a little while. To see a little bit more of the world on an outside turf instead.

I have my whole support system here and it's going to be scary having to prove myself all over again in a new (and kiasu) company. I could fuck up real bad and come bck, or I could do really well. I don't know..

On Monday, I will have to give my answer. If I do go, I'll have to be there by January. If I do go, I'll only have a couple of months to sort out everything and uproot.

I still don't know.. When this started, the motivation was to get out of the country for a longer period than a few days each trip. To get away for a bit. Now that I've got it, the realisation of what I'll be getting away from is holding me back.

But one life... one chance to live it?

I need your advises, opinions and support now...

-maddy